Showing posts with label courage. Show all posts
Showing posts with label courage. Show all posts

Wednesday, December 28, 2016

My Safe Place


My father's arms.

It was his arms I slept to, which scent I breathed in every night when I was young. Once the clock struck eight, Papa would turn off the lights, and his three girls huddled toward him in the bed. I remember how excited I was to hear his story about their farm until sleep rolled over me.

"I pulled the marble hard with my slingshot then released it! Poom! The boys ran from the tree then off to their houses!" exclaimed Papa.

My eyes glistened with amazement in the dark. The whole scene was right in front of me. "Why were they hiding behind the tree?" I asked.

"Well, because they were trying to scare me."

"And you were not scared?"

"No. How can I be scared when I had my dog Blacky beside me and God watching over me?"

My sisters, cousins and I were fond of watching horror stories and films, so I used to fear darkness. I did not like the uncertainty of it. I would not know whose hand held my ankle if ever, or if the eyeballs staring right across me were my sister's. So I would curl up, hide in a blanket, and open my eyes really wide.

It was different in my father's arms, though.

It was the safest place I knew.

Sunday, January 18, 2015

I prayed for wisdom



I whole-heartedly pray for wisdom, Lord,
for I believe that everything starts with it.

This wisdom will give me faith - a strong one.
Because wisdom will say why I should believe.

This wisdom will teach me courage.
Because she will provoke me to do the right thing
and tell me why I must not fear.

This wisdom will give me strength,
strength to endure all suffering.
She will remind me why I should not give up.

This wisdom will give me happiness,
profound happiness.
Because she will keep good insights going in my mind.

This wisdom will give me peace,
a peace that can't be destroyed;
the kind that is impenetrable.
Because wisdom will serve as its shield.

Grant me wisdom, Lord.
But most of all, grant me unceasing love for it.
Amen.